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A visitor
from Northern California writes:
I live in Northern California also known as The Bay Area. I have experienced many freakish and unexplainable evenings in the past 4-5 years since my best friend whom was my great grandmother past in-front of me in 2001. I will be explaining short experiences all the way from 1987 when I was a small child at the age of 8 and others from 2001 that lead up to the most recent experience that happened in the beginning of this year of 2007. These experiences have all had to do with some kind of sleep paralysis, viewing and waking up in cold bedrooms with moisture breath temperatures, and or waking up in panic attacks running toward rooms of my children yelling after and grabbing something that is not quite there. If you do not know how this feels you will once I am through explaining these short stories...
In the year of 1987 I was 8 years old and I was an angry child because of my parents separation. I believe I was in 2nd grade and I fought everyday in elementary school. I was merely acting out because I did not have an answer to my feelings of my father leaving the home. Almost every night my mother would barricade us in one room with the door locked and a well built dresser about 5 feet long pressed against the door under the door knob for protection and of paranoia of being attacked in our sleep by an intruder. One night in particular, I was sleeping sound and experienced a pressure on top of me, that was to strong, and I could not break free. The only thing was, is when I felt this pressure not a body or spirit lying beside or on top of me, it was pressure from afar. Meaning when I awoke, I was awake, and could see a large dark figure just in front of the dresser- with its head shining red light from it's forehead. All it did was stare at me! All I did was stare at it and closed my eyes- then it was gone...
In the year 2001- my best friend whom was my great grandmother died in front of me while cradled in my arms... She experienced visions and heaven opening it's doors to her by (2) late husbands' that had past away by disease and cancer. They appeared in front of her asking her to walk with them into heaven. She them loved me so much and wanted to go but all of a sudden she refused and wanted to stay with me. She gasped for air while her cancer forced defecation into her lungs and throat - and told me to behave with low gasp's for air- and that she loved me- she told me to become a great father to my daughter and I then said that I would - and that I loved her- and told her that she had better go with her husbands (My Grandfathers) that loved her and remembered her to walk her into heavens gates when it was time for her to go in peace. I saw her go in one way or another... I then closed her big, bright, blue, beautiful eyes, as her soul passed into heaven with family and friends whom unconditionally loved her... As Jesus our father wanted me to experience the truth of his words, wisdom, knowledge, love, and his truth of his own existence.
Ever since then I have experienced super natural experiences' that are either because she is looking down on me time-to-time or the experience opened a virtual world of spirit contact.
Before my Great Grandmother passed I served 4 years in Juvenal halls and group home that were always level 12 and 14 live-in programs with most of the young teenagers that have experienced physical abuse and death defying acts of mental abuse... Most of these years I lived in dark cells and slept with no light until the night would pass. The only odd thing is, is that I never experienced anything that I'm about to tell you now...
In the year 2002- there was a lot of pain and emotional outbursts because of what I had experienced at the age of 22. I am an only child and usually deal with pressures or difficulty on my own accord. I am a strong man and have to fend for myself most of the time... This year is when it started...
I started to wake up in the middle of the night half awake, half paralyzed to my own knowledge, and would yell out "Who's there!" At times I could see black shadow's running amuck through room's or passing me to mix in, in the darkness, of the corners that hadn't been revealed by the moon light. As a Christian and believing strong in the holy spirit of Jesus and my God whom created all things- I always hoped that it was positive, but always came to the conclusion of negativity because of the uncomfortable way I would wake and yell out into the darkness... Things like this are abnormal in Christian experiences most of the time.
These events started to progress in the year of 2002- Where I would wake up yelling, "Who's There I See You!" and "I Will Get You Before You Get Me!" These times of awaking in frantic states-of-mind, I would jump out of bed breaking sleep paralysis and running after the figurine I thought I saw in the wee hours of the early morning. I would not only jump out of bed, but I would scream, and run down the hallways looking to catch the intruder or spirit that was premeditating what it was going to do to me while asleep and defenseless...
In the year of 2002-2003 I was in a really strong romantic relationship that was on it's ins and out's most of the time. I was feeling depressed and tired everyday. I would at times sleep for days into weeks because of my break up and being highly upset at my predicament at that time in my life. I went to church overly depressed and anxious to become done with feeling this way and wanted it to stop! I needed emotional support and prayer. Our pastor prayed me on at that time fuelled with tears and saliva. I cried and cried for forgiveness and the stop of depression.
The next morning after sleeping 10-12 hours I was touched in a way that I have never experienced before... That touched me on my right shoulder sent me down a flight of stairs in 10 seconds into the living room where my mom asked me what was the matter? I replied something touched me in the middle of sleeping and it sent me running as fast as I could with a bolt of energy! She said it was like a stampede of elephants coming down the stairs!
The next couple of days were weary, but after a week I was better and not as depressed! I was delivered! I truly believe that I was delivered from depression and
pain... I was o.k. For awhile after that and lived with normal sleep and normal encounters for about 1 years time...
In the year of mid 2003- I started a new job and was still in and out of a good and bad relationship. I remember that I would wake up to the "Yelling Out!" and running down hallway's again. I thought most likely that it was a product of my
environment, but it started to happen quite frequently. To be exact it started to happen sometimes 1-2 times a month sometimes more. Many times I would wake up in the middle of the night where I couldn't move at all. I would just go back to sleep!
Eventually I got out of my good and bad relationship and moved in with an elderly Uncle of my current CEO in Hayward, CA. The home was older and he was a very strict older man of about 78-79 years old. I rented the Master Bedroom as my room. After living there awhile I would wake up to extremely cold temperatures where when I exhaled thick moisture of chilled smoke would fill the room... I thought that this was because he never let us put on the heaters in the night because he didn't want a large bill! After having a couple of beers one night with Thomas he told me that his only son used to live with him about 15-20 years ago. I said oh not knowing he had any children, but then he went into the story of what happened to him... (The thing is that all men were roommates and he would never let any women friends come over! Which I never agreed with and thought it to be very strange!) He went into telling me that his son was in a very on and off relationship with a girl and that they used to sleep in the room I was occupying. He went on to tell me that one day he met his girlfriend down a mile or so to the Kaiser Hospital off of Hesperian to have a conversation. I guess they were on the outs and he didn't what it to end... (It sounded a lot like my own relationship that I was still in and out with even after breaking up!) He had an argument with his girlfriend he was so in-love with and shot her in the head and then killed himself by a bullet to the brain. See the thing is that I was going through the same thing he was and slept in his room and slept at times with my girlfriend undercover from Thomas' knowledge!
One night on Christmas Eve 2003- I was up late wishing all my friends and family a Merry Christmas drinking a bottle of wine in the kitchen in Thomas' house... I was going through another depression because my girlfriend and I had tried 4-5 times to stay together. I went to Seattle, WA for a week with hardly any money and plead with my mother to buy me a flight to Seattle, WA so I could be with her and she bought me the ticket. After I came back we never saw each other again! I slept and slept like I did the previous year at Thomas' house for months... I did not have any money! I did not have any food! I did not have a job! I did not have anything so I thought my life was over! That night drinking wine in the kitchen I was walking around upset and buzzed... The house always had a dark chill to it but I was so upset all the time that it never really bothered me... All of a sudden I heard a doorbell! The door was only about 10Ft away from me and I looked through the window to left because it wasn't the best of neighborhoods... and looked out, but no one was there... I walked away through what seemed like thick fog to the kitchen and heard the doorbell again... I did the same and no one was there... I was afraid and pounded on Thomas' door again and again-he finally woke up! It was around 1:30-2:00 a.m. He came and said what was the matter? I told him that I'd been having a couple of glasses of wine and that the doorbell had kept ringing! He said the doorbell? I said yes the doorbell! He said we don't have a doorbell! We used to but it's broken... He picked it up on the table in-front of the front door with the battery next to it and said see...
In late 2004- I met a beautiful Portuguese woman and we had created a very strong friendship. She lived in the upper heights of Niles Canyon-Fremont, CA where
Charley Chaplin and Hollywood first derived. She had lived there for several years. I was starting to stay there more and more overnight. One night after several we went to sleep in her very dark master bedroom. (I mean this house was dark!) We were both asleep for
many hours and all of a sudden around 3-4 a.m. a doorbell rang out! We both awoke at the same time-jumped out of bed at the same time on opposite sides- and ran (Running) toward the bedroom door that was open and slammed into one another! We heard it
again! We looked at each other and were alarmed! Half asleep we went to the door, but she replied I don’t have a doorbell! The computer door at the desk was slightly opened and the computer re-booting up as if it were pressed on! The abnormal part of this story is that we heard the doorbell at the same time and ran to the door realizing that she didn't have a doorbell!
In the next year of 2005- She was sleeping one night while her kids' were with their father and all by her-self she woke up in the middle of the night hearing children singing and someone talking like they were catching up to their children, as if the children, were ahead of them the parents... She sat up in bed looking in the deep black and felt child like footsteps on her bed and then they started jumping around like they were playing! At once they went away she crawled back in bed and went back to sleep...
Another night she was there in the same predicament and she lay in bed all of a sudden waking up... She looked around in the deep black and felt something strong lay next to her. She saw it with her own eye's a silhouette in a man’s body shape. It the spirit reached over her and put its hand over her chest. She tried to rise-she couldn't- she tried to breath- she couldn't- she gasped for air- then it released her and she was able to breath and rise, but she experienced sleep paralysis- awake!
Many times throughout 2005-2006 I had many "Yell-Out's" and running down the halls in our new home... Sometimes worse than others... Many times I would run through the upstairs hallway toward the children rooms if I were trying to protect them from a ghost, spirit, or live intruder! These moments of outbursts of bed are hard to fathom, but they are real because someone saw them, someone
experienced them, my girlfriend. I'm not quite sure why they happen but I know one thing, and that one thing is, is that I have always felt someone there in the non-physical form...
In late 2006- we went to Jamaica for 15 days. It was beautiful and very memorable. In the late week before going back to the states I took a picture in back of a Banana Tree after some rainy nights. When my butler took this picture it was with me bending the thick stems apart like I was in jail. After we took another with my girlfriend. When we viewed the pictures later on- their was a beam of light coming through the tree's and
round white light encasing me in it's puffy light. We wanted to develop the pictures when we got home to view more of that night clearly on the computer. Once we did it seemed fake-unrealistic- but it was real! After a couple of weeks on thanks giving we showed
the pictures to her cousins and they noticed little spirit figures standing about 3 Ft away from me staring at me and other round puffy white circles everywhere around me.
We went to Las Vegas for New Years Eve for 2006 into 2007 and partied really hard for about 4 long days and nights... When we came back we were both severally exhausted!
In 2007- this year on January 2nd we went to sleep exhausted from many nights in Las Vegas! I woke up extremely tired at about 2:30 a.m. and "Yelled Out!" "Who's there!?” "I See You!"... My girlfriend heard me and said no one is there Joel! I said yes there was, but went back to sleep any way’s... At around 3-3:30 a.m. and hour or so later I experienced "Sleep Paralysis" half asleep and felt a huge figure get on top of me - rubbing it's hands' (more than two or three) all over my face- wrapping it's leg's fiercely around mine squeezing them down- putting it's other arms and hands around my chest and into around my back- and ferociously pressing against my body- like trying to enter my body! I "Yelled Out!" "In The Name of Jesus!" and fought this spirit! I forced it and grabbed it by it's supposedly shoulders and forced upwards... I kept "Yelling At It" and pressing harder and harder! It felt like I was fighting for my life! I WAS... It and I curled up into a ball tumbling in the air I felt... I flew out at the lower section of my bed in the middle of a canopy bed and flew out with breaking away force into the wall and window 10Ft way from my laying down position... I ran to the marble bench sat down 15Ft away from the bed huffing and puffing from exertion and I couldn’t breath... In a flash my girlfriend flew out of her laying down position on her back onto her head scratching her cheek and eye- awaking to bleeding and confusion! Asking why did this happen and why she flew out of bed?
Why did she? Why did I? Something was upset after fighting with me and for my soul! That it struck her out of bed with force and flung he onto her head!
This was something other than man- it was stronger than anything I have ever experienced- it was trying to I believe posses my body or kill me! It was almost successful, but I "Yelled Out!" this time "The Blood of Jesus!" I believe gave me the strength to fight off this evil spirit and save my life! My girlfriend did not hear any
of this and did not know what happened until she flew out of bed! I believe when "Sleep Paralysis" is inflicted by a spirit onto you-it also creates a individual silence- and zones out any help if your not alone...
This is truly very scary and very upsetting, but you can only know that I fought my hardest to survive it! I have the lord and I have strength within the lord Jesus! But what was it is my question and what did it truly want from me is what I will ask myself until I pass...
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